July 26, 2011

I will not speak with you ever again. I will run from you. Stay away from me. I did my part.

I will be good! I will do good things! Cursed be those who curse me and wish evil upon me. God is with me, I feel Him. He empowers me, He gives me strength. I shall obey Him, I shall worship Him, I will stand on my knees before Him. These things I will not do to you.


July 9, 2011

My Prayer: Psalm 141

I call upon you, O LORD; come quickly to me; give ear to my voice when I call to you. 
Let my prayer be counted as incense before you, and the lifting up of my hands as an evening sacrifice. 
Set a guard over my mouth, O LORD; keep watch over the door of my lips. 
Do not turn my heart to any evil, to busy myself with wicked deeds in company with those who work iniquity; do not let me eat of their delicacies. 
Let the righteous strike me; let the faithful correct me. Never let the oil of the wicked anoint my head, for my prayer is continually against their wicked deeds. 
When they are given over to those who shall condemn them, then they shall learn that my words were pleasant. 
Like a rock that one breaks apart and shatters on the land, so shall their bones be strewn at the mouth of Sheol. 
But my eyes are turned toward you, O GOD, my Lord; in you I seek refuge; do not leave me defenseless. 
Keep me from the trap that they have laid for me, and from the snares of evildoers. 
Let the wicked fall into their own nets, while I alone escape.

Time

It is time to make time. Time to forget, move forward, better things.  Dream. Hope. Pray to God. Better off alone, on the porch swing, reading the Bible, talking with God. Truly I tell you, there is no one who understands. Alone with my thoughts, day and night. Prime Bank Limited. It's so nice. Leadership. Soccer.

I shall be judged against His righteousness. At this I tremble.

I may be weak, but He gives me strength. I may have lead a messed up life, but He came not for the put-together, but for the lost.

July 6, 2011

WHAT AM I TO DO?